Worst person ever October 18, 2009

I owe Cal a big hug and a huge birthday cake and the best gift ever. Yep, I’m the worst person to ever walk this planet, I forgot his birthday. Actually, I didn’t forget it, I knew it was in October. I just thought it was the 30th…I even wrote that in my memo,  no idea why. I’m so sorry, Cal! The guilt is drowning me, seriously. Can you ever, maybe, forgive me?

I’ll start writing here every day! And I’m not joking, it’s a promise. And whatever more you want, I’ll do it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. Gosh..I really am the worst person. You don’t forget your friends birthdays..

Aberystwyth August 31, 2009

Greetings all readers (or mostly just Cal who pushed me into it, thanks mate.)

It’s a rainy day here in Norway and it’s starting to get cold. I’m wondering how much different the weather in Aberystwyth will be and what I should and shouldn’t pack. Warm clothes of course, but some for spring/summer as well.  I need to take books with me too, but they’re heavy, so only Harry Potter, Darren Shan and a few others will come along across the pond. I should start packing. Only 27 days left now. I can’t really believe it yet, eventhough I’ve got all sorts of letters from the Uni and it’s all been confirmed. The stuff I’ve read about Aberystwyth seems cool, everyone is supposed to be friendly. I really really hope so. I’ll keep you all/Cal updated on how it’s all going.

I’ll miss a lot of things, my friends and family mostly. But one thing I’m looking forward to leave is my job. It’s a good job, funny and all that, but it’s making me tired. I’m gonna apply for a different one next summer. And a new enviroment wouldn’t be that bad, I hope. Gosh, it seems so far away. Not 27 days away.

Looking forward to this:

A good day July 29, 2009

Mood: Happy

Weather: Sunny, then lots of rain.

Food: Easy fast-food.

Song: Paramore – Ignorance

Book: Shadow Forest by Matt Haig (Childrens Novel, but it’s really good.)

TV: NCIS

Work-day basically means that I have to get up around 12 am, take a shower, sit on my computer for a little while and then walk down to the shop (20 minutes). My mood and my energy for the rest of the day is based on my customers, if they smile..say hi..or just ignore me. It all ended good, so I’m happy. When I’m bored, try to take a look at the customers  and see if they look like someone I’ve seen. Today I saw a “Vampire” buying garlic bread. Jan Thomas (Norwegian), Voldemort/the actor in the HP movies (Yes, I’m scared everytime he comes), Doctor Who female version and sort of Michael Jackson (Little boy who moon-walked).

Do you do that when you’re bored?

Anyway..About this whole “write-about-your-day” stuff, are there any rules? Can I write about anything or is depressed stuff banned? I mean..life is life. It’s got it’s ups and downs, right?

Tomorrow will be a good day, I’m meeting Una and we’ll have something to drink and just relax. Ah, life, friends <3.

Ignorance July 28, 2009

I have tried to post something here two times, but the only thing I have on my mind right now is Paramore – Ignorance. The new album comes out 29-09-09. One day before my b-day, ha!

So, if you haven’t heard it, here:

Yes, yes, I’ve said it before.. “I’ll write something every day.” From now on, I’ll actually try! I have to live a little more and make my life into a Sci-Fi show. (Doctor Who, anyone?)  But yeah..could someone give me a hint on what I should write about? That would help me a lot.

Read you later,

Lea.X <– Kiss, ‘kay?

Going on tour! June 14, 2009

Yep. I feel like I’m a famous singer or something, taking train/bus/legs everywhere these days, going on tour. I left Lise today, been there since Thursday evening and tomorrow I’m gonna take a 7 hour train ride to Bergen (Norway) to be with Julie. I’ve got a job, therefor I have money. Money can take you places you know. So, money can sort of buy you love/friendship…in a way.

I started packing everything I needed in my, what I thought was big enough, bag. Seeing as my shoes and computer was still outside the bag when it was full I figured I needed a bigger one. I thought the other would be too big, but it actually fits everything in it. I’ve never been on a train for 7 hours. Everyone says the nature and view is fantastic, but I’m afraid I’ll get bored. That’s why I packed my computer, mp3-player, DS lite and cellphone (well, daah.)

I think I have everything ready now. I even got payed early! I can spend money on..fish! and..stuff! I miss Julie and I miss Bergen. It’s a wonderfull place, if you ever go to Norway then go THERE!. That’s an order. Oh! by the way, something funny. I tried helium for the first time today. At first I didn’t breathe in enough and it didn’t work. When I tried it the second time I said “I don’t think it’s work-” and then stopped to laugh because it did work and I had the most weird voice ever!  Lise filmed it all, might put a video up later. I don’t know how the internet signal is in Bergen or where she lives so I might not be on.

I watched season 2 with Lise these days and we cried so much when we saw Doomsday. It’s the second time I saw it so I thought I might cry a little, but not THAT much.. When the episode ended we just looked at eachother and grabbed for the paper to dry our eyes. Una was all “….oookaaay, are you two alright?” But there you have it! I love movies/tv-shows that you can get attached to! I wonder how I’ll be a the Harry Potter 6 movie..or 7 and 8 for that matter. Do you think they’ll call it “Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 – 2″ or a new title for both of the movies…? GIVE me the TARDIS and I’ll find out.

Ok, that’s enough. I have to finish and go to bed.

Read you later!

LeaLunacy

I cannot fall in love – Wedensday, June 3rd. June 3, 2009

I woke up by my stupid cough around 5am, got up and drank some soda, then collapsed on my bed again. The wind has been howling all night so I had all these weird mixed up dreams. I’m at the library at the moment and I’m really annoyed of all the talking. Oh..I’m sitting in the group room.. God! I’m not gonna be bothered to move again.

I’ve got 8 books infront of me, all filled with useless information I don’t understand. I’ve confused my self so much that I don’t even understand my task! I had to send a message to my teacher, hopefully she’ll answer soon. I’m trying to work out an idea that might impress the Censor tomorrow, but my mind is blank. Weeell, filled with Doctor Who stuff and other things that’s not boring. I’m feeling I’m gonna fail. Ok, maybe not, but at least not do wonderfull.

I can’t wait for Summer to really start. I have to work, but hopefully not so much. And then there’s Harry Potter 6, the HP summercamp and well..that’s about it. I have to plan some more. I really want to go to England and I’m gonna save up for that.

Now, since I’m bored and stressed out, I’ll copy Cal’s blog.

Doing what: Everything else than what I should.

Listening to: Jem – 24 Hours. Really fits my life right now. Exept I won’t die in about 24 hours..I hope not at least.

Watching: Doctor Who – Season 4

Reading: Harry Potter 1 and the 6th book of the Darren Shan saga.

Wants: England.

Things I hate and things I love June 1, 2009

I think it’s easier to really know a person if you know what he/she hates and loves. I decided to sum up everything I can think of which can fit into those two parts.

I love music, all kinds of music. Music can take you places and I like that.

I love people in funny hats, mainly because they make me smile.

I love jumping on a trampoline, I imagine I can touch the sky.

I love looking at clouds! All the funny shapes they make, you can see it all if you use your imagination.

I love reading. But only good books.

I love Harry Potter. Only those who are fans can understand what I mean.

I love vampires. They’re just sexy and dangerous.

I love writing.

I love the first snow, the silence that comes with it.

I love clothes, you may not think so but I use 30 minutes to decide what to wear.

I love England. I just do.

I love the awesome Doctor. Basically just because he has a TARDIS and a Super Sonic Screwdriver.

I love the feeling of being in love or that you like someone. But I also hate that feeling.

I love the idea of flying like a bird.

I love the warm sun shining on my body.

I love my eyes, I love everyone’s eyes. The real truth is hidden in them.

I love the ocean, the roar of the waves and the life hidden in the water.

I love the feeling of sand between my feet and hands.

I love my imagination.

I love geeky, nerdy boys. They fascinate me more than Orlando Bloom or any other Hollywood punk.

I love fandoms.

I love my arms.

I love small, little flowers and the smell of them.

I love people who never gives up, but I also love those who can give up.

I love people who struggels, they know the real world.

I love people who help other people.

I hate the hollow pain you can feel in your heart sometimes, as if something’s missing.

I hate dissapointment.

I hate alcohol. But I sort of like it too.

I hate my thighs. And my stomach.

I hate stress and pressure.

I hate work, but I like money.

I hate plains and crowded places.

I hate people who never care.

I hate food, but I love it too.

I hate distance.

I hate the way I look.

I hate  Facebook.

I hate judgemental people.

I hate angry people.

I hate people who leave others because they learn the truth about them.

I really hate distance.

But most importantly. I love life at the moment. But sometimes I sort of hate it as well.

I’m trying to invent a title. /Fail. May 29, 2009

(My arse looks big, it’s not that big..I think)

I’ve been ill for 4 days now, but I am getting better. Which is good, ’cause in about 8 hours and 45 minutes time I will be on the bus to Lillehammer (Norway). I won’t meet the amazing Darren Shan before 13:00 pm Saturday, but do you know what? There is no bus that is cheap enough for me that leaves on Saturday in time for the meeting. So Lise and me are taking the latest bus Friday night and we intend on “sleeping” outside. We’re just gonna keep ourselves awake incase a dangerouse wizard or vampire or human comes across us. Ah..wouldn’t it be easy if we had flying brooms?

I got ill on Tuesday during gym, which wasn’t very good. As the hours passed on by I got worse. In the end I got home and slept for 3-4 hours, then woke up to watch some NCIS and sleep more. The next day I felt a bit better, which I thought was weird. I got the basic flu feeling, you know? All my limbs were hurting, I felt dizzy, tired, weak, sick. And I kept sweating and freezing. The flu stuff usually lasts for a couple of days, but this was only for a couple of hours. So I’m thinking it’s just a really strong cold. It’s good that I got it this week in one way, my oral exams starts next week. BUT I really don’t feel like asking Darren for an autograph in a soar-troath-like-voice. I guess I just have to make do. I still have one more day to get better, but I really don’t think sleeping outside at night will help.

During my illness and being bored I have managed to finish Doctor Who, season 3. (SPOILER WARNING FOR SEASON 2 ENDING AND SEASON 3, oh, and SEASON 4 episode 1) I think the ending was the best, I never really liked Martha. She was nice and helpfull, but she loves the Doctor. There’s nothing wrong in that of course, but it’s like Ron, Hermione and Lavender. Where Martha is Lav-Lav and Ron the Doctor and Hermione is Rose. I still miss Rose so I’m basically just waiting for her return. I’ve been sleeping so much that now I can’t really sleep. Last night I watched Doctor Who until 4 in the morning /geeeeeek. But, I got a glimpse of Rose! Ah, how I miss her. And the Doctor does too, I’m sure of it.

I am going to film a lot during this weekend, I know I’m gonna have a good time and those times always get on my YouTube channel. I have no idea how Darren Shan is in real life, but I don’t think he’s  a posh person. He seems down to earth and wicked as hell.  I don’t know how much he will sign, but I’m gonna bring some of the books from the Darren Shan saga and some from the Demonata. I’m also gonna ask him to sign my shoe and a piece of paper I can put on the wall. If you’re a Nerdfighter/Nerimon-YouTube-Watcher we’re also gonna go “Bedododo!” when everyone else is clapping and cheering. That’ll draw his attention…right? It better.

I’m gonna continue my DoctorWho-ing and eat loads of Vitamin C before packing and get dressed. My hair is honestly a mess seeing as don’t have the strengt to wash it. It doesn’t smell or anything, it’s just a big ball of..well, hair. All twisted into eachother. Yeah, I know, gonna be fun to try and fix that.

So I guess I’ll write later when I get home!

Read you later,

Lea Lunacy.

Thunder strikes at midnight. May 21, 2009

And now the rain started falling. Is it that time of the year again where I believe I live in Forks? In that case..I’ll be waiting for the vampires. The thunder has gotten louder. I would laugh if I found some people outside playing baseball right now. With Supermassive Black Hole playing in the background.

I’m doing everything I’m not supposed to do at the moment. I’ve got a paper to hand in tomorrow, about USA today. It’s a big country, but I guess there’s loads to say about it and possibly a good grade for me to get when I’m finished. The trouble is, I don’t even know where to start! I think that USA maaaaaybe developed too fast and that they’re now feeling times going down. But what more can I write about? Obama of course..the poor people..the rich people…Is there any chance I could sneak in some HP people in this paper? Might try if it fits with something else.

By the way. I don’t think I’ll be going to England this fall. I have to pass my math exam and I feel like I failed it all. It hurts to think about it. One single math grade, just because I got chosen out in a group of 30 people to have this subject, can change my future. It sucks because math is the only subject I hate, the only subject I can’t understand no matter what. Many of my friends say I’ll make it, I’ll pass. But I very much doubt in. That means I have to take it again this fall. Then it’ll be too late for England. So I might have to work for a whole year and maybe start in 2010. I don’t like that idea, ’cause I was so ready to speak with English people and eat English food and just be happy. There’s no fun in waiting, let me tell you that. And to sum this all up, I’m jelaous at the LeakyCon people. Maybe I actually could work this year..and then save up to LeakyCon 2010..hm, not a bad idea. I might be able to travel to England anyways..prepeare a little more. Just by writing and thinking of Harry Potter I made myself happy.

Hope you, yes you! The person reading this line! is having a great day/night!

Read you later,

LeaLunacy.

Feeling a moment May 14, 2009

I’ve been pretty busy these past weeks with school, tests, Uni stuff and much more. Did I tell you I got accepted btw? I think I might choose Aberystwyth. It’s pretty, but the sad thing is that it’s 5 hours away from London. Oh well, we’ll see if I even pass this year.

My first exam is in math. I’m basically doomed. It’s my worst subject, but if I pass the test with just one point then I’m happy. I’m scared to death for this final year. There’s no going back, no matter how much I wish that I could start over again.

Oh what the heck. I’m happy. I’ve got a job so I have money. But I want to travel to England. And become an author. And meet awesome new people.

Moving oooon… I’ve got a project coming up. All I need now is the recording-stuff for it. Ops, did I say too much now? Hope not. It’s gonna be loads of fun, hopefully, and maybe I’ll learn something new.

Lately I’ve been watching Doctor Who. Too much Doctor Who. I’m at the 2nd episode of season 2, so don’t spoil me please. Episode 12 of season 1…god I cried so much. I’ve been turning into a really big Who-fan lately and I just love the show. I might need to buy myself a TARDIS and a Super Sonic Screwdriver.  Uhm..yeah, my mind can’t take any more fandoms really.

So..I think, no..we all know I’ll forget this blog for a while so what’s the point of saying I’ll try to write tomorrow?

Read you later,

LeaLunacy